A WandererSept 22, 2022 12:50:42 GMT -5
Mikazuki Aikawa
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groupRain Shinobi
age 23 years old
birthday March 3rd
rank Chuunin
occupation
[googlefont="Playfair Display"][googlefont="Alice"] I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac
Squeakers chuckled slightly when the two others gave light praises to his appearance. "Awww, thanks guys~" he cooed at their approval. Fitting? Suits him perfectly? He thought so, too! The blond boy seemed to perk up slightly when Squeakers had mentioned his artbook, inquiring if he was also an artist of sorts. The masked man nodded a bit with a light laugh. "Yeah! I'm quite the artist!" It wasn't something he bragged about, and really there was nothing to brag about. He could easily count hundreds of artists who had more finesse and skill than him in the craft, all of which he often admired. But he was more skilled in the arts than most shinobi he knew. Art wasn't often valued in the shinobi world, after all. And why would it be? Aside from a single clan--the only clan Squeakers really knew to speak of, at least--there was no real need or use for the arts. Unless you were trying to capture the likeness of someone you'd seen and needed to report. Or if you were a fūin user, in which being able to quickly make brush strokes with skill and accuracy was crucial. It wasn't the primary use of his time--Squeakers was more likely to spend his free hours training up genin and academy students than spend it drawing; but that didn't mean he never did such. He'd drawn and painted in his free time when he was younger, and on the rare occasion he still did so when he felt he needed to meditate. Or-- --Back when he used to make silly illustrations to send as gifts to his pen-pal. Squeakers promptly took a seat besides Aiya. "Well, Amegakaure is no detective agency. I can't guarantee anything of that sort," Squeakers stated bluntly when the stranger tried to explain why he wanted to be a shinobi of Amegakure, still. It was foolishness, in the jinchūriki's eyes. The older he got, the less he approved of shinobi. He would not stop them, of course. As a sensei, he made it clear that it was his job and intention to help raise up the next generation of shinobi. Whatever their goals were, however they intended to achieve it, it was Squeakers's job to give them support and guide them. And he would continue to do just that. But of almost every single shinobi he came across, he did not give them his approval. To get money to support themselves. To prove their parents wrong--that they could be strong and live a life other than something simple and mundane. To get stronger and fulfil their self-worth in a world where only power was deemed valuable. Because it was what everyone else was doing. Because their parents were shinobi, so they should follow those footsteps. Or even like Rin, here-- Because you were lost, didn't fully know who you were or have a firm identity. It was ridiculous. The end of the road for a shinobi was ultimately death. Whether a short, untimely lifespan, ended in violence, blood, and ultimate suffering--passing of old age was a rareity. And even then, retired shinobi were never truly relieved of their burdens. It was a miserable way to live. There was pain, hardship, heartbreak, and suffering beyond what Squeakers could properly describe. The longer you lived, the worse things got. Only to be rewarded with death at the very end of it all. To endure such things--it had to be for good reason. To write away your life and subscribe your humanity to the whims of a village... it couldn't--shouldn't--be for such a naive ideal or goal such as, "I don't know who I am." Travel the world, then. "I don't have money." Then pick up some hours at the local weapons shop. "I want to make my family proud." Then use that brain they gave you to come up with viable solutions for your community. But leave the shinobi work to those who were fine with dying. Leave it to the masochists who were willing to endure immense suffering for "the security of their home". Leave it to the people who knew who they were, and understood what they were doing. Children were better off spending their time on dreams.
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