If she felt the same what-ifs that he did right now, she wasn't showing them. But one supposed that kind of thing only came with time. After all, this was his first mission, and he had clearly been thrust in right at the deep end.
It was unclear how long she had been doing this, but it was clearly longer than him. She was considered and well-maintained and she was holding it together, and he on the other hand was feeling the weight and restraint of duty for the first time.
Only human. The word echoed around Sho's brain, unable to find a good spot. It felt wrong, heavy in the mouth. Only human. Only. That was the key word, the word that he couldn't quite wrestle with, at least not right now. If a person had made this horror, surely a human should be able to undo it?
But, he supposed, there were things that humans couldn't do. Once a cake was baked, you couldn't unbake it, and when you burned charcoal, you couldn't unburn it. Some changes remained forever, for good or bad.
It just felt wrong as a doctor to acknowledge your own limitations.
"... Fine." Was all he managed to get out in the end.
As they took the small, travelled road, the pair seemed to bunker in for a short while. This area was supposed to overlook the campsite, give them a place to rest and recuperate for a while. However, there was something that he was curious about as he was guided into their little hide - it smelled like snow?
His eyes shot up into the skies and he could see no clouds, and though they were at a rather high altitude they were still in the middle of Autumn. If he had to guess, it wouldn't snow for another few months. And even if it did, how did one smell snow exactly? It was just frozen water; he'd never noticed it having a smell.
But perhaps those were just the observations of a human, compared to someone with the microscopic senses of a bug. When you were capable of perceiving the world on that small of a scale, perhaps there were things that you noticed that other people didn't.
Regardless, the two battened down for a while, Sho remaining almost completely silent as he did so, his eyes too focused on their target to focus on anything else, his head all but empty as he sat down and waited. This was a meditative technique that he had learned long ago, to get away the voices in his head that questioned his decisions and said he had failed his patients when he couldn't save them.
He needed it now, or else he would be defeated before the light even showed itself.
... Wait, light?
Sho's eyes blinked beneath his glasses, taking them off and rubbing them before putting them back in place. Yes, there was a light. It was distant, so distant it was barely visible, but he noticed it regardless.
Giving Azarea a nudge, he moved to fall back a little, making sure to blend into the nearby brush. He didn't know how Azarea wanted to play it, but if he could get the jump on them, he figured this would be the best way to proceed.