Unit 294 listened to the words of the elder clansman, and he found the steeled puppet's perspective to be... endearing. There was no other way he could put it. For a shippai who had, for so long, not held much concern to the conditions of his existence, the only impression he knew of his life was given to him by the reactions of those around him--and that had been limited only to humans and animals. Other living creatures responded to and reacted to him no differently than anything else--there was a simple understanding that he existed, that he lived, and that he could pose as a threat to them. Those who might be prey fled, and those who were more predatory in nature, defended. There was no thought or feeling.
And from humans, there seemed mostly to be pity or fear. Many humans did not get the chance to realize he was not one of them, but for those who did--they were often frightened by his existence. That he could look so human while not having a beating heart. That he could so easily deceive them, appear as one of them without their notice. For the people who understood the basic fundamentals of the living puppets--there was pity and sorrow. He was gazed upon as some misfortunate soul--like a grave marker. Some poor, poor member of their kind who had been broken down and lost. Tragic.
Unit 294 was not certain where his own feelings lay. He could understand both--the truth that he had once been a human being, and the understanding that he was no longer such a thing. That reality, that understanding, had been something that haunted him for years--for as long as he could remember feeling anything at all. It was unnerving, to know that he had once been human--and that very core aspect of humanity had been stripped away from him. But, likewise, he accepted that he was not a human being--and neither did it feel wrong for him to accept those differences. Just as the animals did not need to apologize that they lived with a consciousness different than mankind's, neither did he find guilt for existing as he did. There had been sorrow in knowing he had something taken from him, yes, but--
Unit 77's words, his beliefs, his views--it was the very first time that Unit 294 had such a feeling instilled in him.
He had never found joy or pride in his existence. He could not, as far back as he could remember, recall ever once loving himself, or appreciating his life in the form it had taken.
Unit 294 had seen himself as an empty doll, haunted by a shattered spirit but carried forth by an indominable will.
Unit 77 saw them as separate entities--the human life laid down so that a new one could be born from its ashes.
It was sweet. Endearing. To think of himself not as a damned spirit that had suffered a great misfortune, but a child given life by the parent of a past life. There was no shame in being born.
The younger of the puppets did not hate the thought of adopting the idea.
"Thank you," he spoke quietly to his elder. Unit 77 seemed something of a stoic and serious creature--dedicated and focused on the way of combat. Honor, battle, warring, and unrest. A hardened outer shell to match the elements that made him, and so it would likely be taken as insult that the smaller of the puppets beheld him with such gentle admiration and affection. Unit 294 would spare 77 of any words of fondness for the sake of his pride, but he could not withhold his appreciation.
"I do not talk much, often, either. But your voice is not so loud that it is unbearable," he spoke, his own voice soft as a feather. It was true that he was one of those very same shippai--sensitive to sound and able to hear the slightest changes in his environment. There was only so much that he could take, but he had a fair tolerance. And while he often found the loud chatter of company to be an annoyance, Unit 77 understood him better than any human could, and there was an enjoyment in finding company with something of his own kind. The appreciation he found in the elder shippai's words outweighed any discomfort of the noise.
"Perhaps they are not lazy," Unit 294 suggested, his belief perhaps more firm in opposition.
"They are simply different than you and I... I would not shame them for what they cannot help, I would not hold them to standards that they cannot meet, and their ways and methods are different--but there can be admiration found there yet. Like blossoms in spring--a fleeting and feeble lifespan, but I appreciate their beauty nonetheless." Unit 294 held a greater appreciation for mother nature and all of her creatures--and that affection extended toward mankind as well. There was something within him, something that he could not name, that compelled him toward their sacrilety.
"It is because they are as they are, in all their strengths and their shortcomings, perhaps, that I feel a desire deep within my soul to protect them. If they sleep or idle or perish, I wish to stay vigil of their rest and their lives and their graves. I believe that is my relationship to them. It is all I can see myself being." He knew that shinobi saw him as an assassin, that his leaders saw him only as a tool. And if it was upon their order, he would obey their command.
But he did not see himself as those things. Not truly. He was an assassin in action, not in heart. And his spirit found no pleasure in taking life. But he had found joy in observing it. It was the only true understanding that he had of himself.
By nature, he was a protector.
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