Can you hold me?Mar 11, 2023 2:17:28 GMT -5
Mikatakujira Kunikunosaku
Evil doesn't die; it changes shape.
groupWaterfall Shinobi
age 18 years old
birthday 2/14
rank Sp. Jōnin
occupation Taki Lady
Evil Doesn't Die; It Changes Shape. The genin, no, Hideo answered that he didn't get scared, the she didn't scare him. Kunikunosaku was relieved to hear this. So many around her whenever she used her Nemesis jutsu got scared, the dreaded fear of any moment being their last with having to see such a monstrous display, it's a primary reason she operated alone. That gnawing fear, the tense hate, the scattered thoughts of uncertainty, they were all so indiscriminately placed when she entered that state of combat that to her, she truly became a monster. It made her reflect on why she was so angry all the time, why she was unnervingly collected, all that hate shown against Issei was only the surface. Despite all of that, someone she'd call weak in the grand scheme of the shinobi system was probably the most courageous and honest shinobi she had to work with. It'd always been that way, no matter how many times they bickered and fought, how many times they relied on one another, how they help the other, it was a testament that even the smallest of threats can be a monster in the right circumstances.
Unbeknownst to her was the view of himself, he was hurt and broken in the past, far more than Kunikunosaku, but on the scale of threat and sheer ability, one could call Kuni a monster and Hideo a shadow. A criminal, one that didn't commit crimes, solely based on appearances. She was a divided mess between a parasitic monster and whatever was keeping her consciousness and personality existing. A chrysalis metamorphosis is what Ruto had called her experience and it was probably the closest she could get to understand what has become of her. Ever vigilant of her duty, she wanted to get Hideo safe and protect him. As his superior, it was his life she had to consider far more than her own. But with her statement came an unexpected reply.
He expressed that she doesn't get it... She doesn't get it... Her eyes snapped toward his teal orbs as she gritted her teeth behind closed lips. The Mikatakujira was sick and tired of being told she didn't get things, that she didn't understand. Half the damn reason she does the things she does is that she understood too much. That people were happy brushing off issues before they became more problematic, she understood people withhold things to save face, to save their lives, and actions are taken to create a safe utopia when the problems came from the people trying to make them. People hide behind excuses of forces beyond comprehension for the same fact they try to exude power. Because without it, they are worthless pieces of shit no one will remember, because they didn't build a legacy, they didn't cultivate a special reason to be remembered. Hearing those words come from Hideo in such a harsh tone, it got the attention of Kuni, but it wasn't the attention one would want. He violently didn't want her protection but was it that he was telling her that or himself? Kuni didn't think Hideo was an idiot, and with her streak of taking things literal and his lower rank, he surely wasn't intending her to leave him there.
The girl just stood like a statue staring through the blank spaces, staring at him as if she was trying to say he was being heard and seen, that he wasn't an afterthought. Yet, she was almost certain the thought wouldn't reach him, her expression didn't change to fill a purpose, it changes by the reaction. After punching the poor tree, he continued to say he didn't want her apologies nor to look at him with a sense of pity. Petting her own hair stopped as she tried hard to understand where it was all this was coming from. Just as she thought he was calming, the Oborozuki exploded again, asking what they were. It was then she knew that her reading of the tension was at least half correct. He plopped himself on the ground, stating this was all wrong.
The Kunoichi closed her eyes, her thoughts working hard to get a read on Hideo. A pause in the air was a joy, it allowed her to come up with a minor conclusion, a hypothesis, but that would spiral with more racing thoughts as the male exploded into laughter. Kunikunosaku opened her eyes in confusion as he addressed her as Nezumi. The word, the pet name, it pulled at her stomach. So many memories rushed through her head as he asked what the world has done to them. She walked over to the sitting boy, circling around him as she placed a small hand on his black hair. A fast deft motion found her laying upon his back, pressing her head next to his. "Broken... It broke us. Listen, Hideo... Stop it... The pain, anger, sorrow, dread, joy, stress, obligations, and gerrymandering ties, break us... But, you should own it. Go where you want, do what you want... the world doesn't give a shit about me, about you, about any of us. Those who suffer will continue to suffer, and those who don't are hiding the pain inside." Kuni just hugged him tighter as black tendrils poked out of her to just do the same, simply hold him in an embrace.
"We're survivors... we're fighters against the world but... that doesn't mean we should fight each other nor does it mean we should give up..." Kuni's voice grew softer and softer. While she felt her hands across his broad chest, an 'x', a cross. His heartbeat and his breathing, she could feel it so strongly as she rested her head closer to his. "I don't what you want to hear... I don't know what you're thinking... I wish I did, I want you to let me, Hideo. Don't break before I get to know you, I've seen what I have done and I see how it affects you. It doesn't matter what we are, because to me, you will always be Hideo, my friend, my teammate. But... You mean more to me, I don't know what it is, but..." Kunikunosaku trailed off, she could feel herself starting to lose her calm demeanor, she could feel tears swelling up where months before she couldn't.
"Fight... if not for yourself... for me... Hold on, I still need you. You were here for me... Let me be here for you... Please..." The Mikatakujira started shaking, trying so hard to hold herself together. "I... I... Hide, I want you, I want to be yours... You're the only one that truly understood me, please let me understand you."
SA(S) USED: Jiongu | Earth Grudge FearAfter having to recycle the roots that ended up killing the previous Apprentice just to transfer Jiongu to Kunikunosaku, the mass of black roots recollects most of its abilities from the Apprentice previous while forming new ones with its new master/host, Kunikunosaku. As far as the roots are concerned, like any organism, it desires to feed and survive, all else is not required, nor necessary to function. As for the Symbiotic Relationship benefits Kunikunosaku can control the thread-like roots however she wishes. The thread are quite versatile, acting much like surgical threads they can be used to sew up wounds stretch, or harden for attacks akin to squid tentacles, as well as being equally flexible and significantly dexterous. In time, Kunikunosaku will learn that as long as they keep a heart attached to at least some of the roots making up her body at all times, she is functionally immortal, only dying once all the threads are completely removed from any living hearts, and is unable to be poisoned. Because all of her vital organs and their corresponding systems are gone, Kunikunosaku has no need to breathe, eat, or sleep. The roots are sufficiently maintained by storing hearts that are pumping and living, in turn drawing sustenance from them. These roots also allow Kunikunosaku to utilize the inherent nature of any hearts she adds to their body, allowing them to perform jutsu of that element as if it was their natural affinity. Symbiotic Relationship: MutualismAfter gaining knowledge on how Jiongu behaves and acts, Kunikunosaku developed a strong bond with the Jiongu entity. Accepting both live in her now; that both are what makes up Kunikunosaku. As a result of this understanding and bond, Jiongu aids her in combat - despite being a small boost. When conditions are met, Jiongu can provide an aided strength boost to Kunikunosaku during combat. It is still relative to her natural strength at the time. While this has no speed benefits, this boost of strength can put her up to par with the max strength of her peers at the same rank level. As she matures and gains new skills and new statuses. So too does her strength grow. Symbiotic Bond: Strong Mind, Strong BodyAs Kunikunosaku developed a stronger relationship with Jiongu, the creature bestowed Kunikunosaku an additional gift. That which is bestowed grants her the body as strong as her will. As long as she has the will to fight and keep pushing forward, Kunikunosaku has attained a sense of a strong body. She can still feel all the pain she receives, however, her will will push through it; literally making her body push through the pain and maintain functionality despite the egregious wounds she may receive. Overwhelming pain at one time or other will breaking input can debilitate the girl's will-driven tolerance to falter to the degree of an average shinobi, opening her up to common pain. It is this will that allows her to force the tendrils/roots/threads to repair themselves from injury or stitch back together. This will increases with her skill as she becomes more confident and driven to satiate both her needs and Jiongu's. Power of a God: After a great time learning how to control Jiongu, Kunikunosaku has learned to store chakra in each of her threads so long as they continue to be attached to at least one of her hearts. This extra storage capacity allows the girl to amass greater amounts of chakra within herself, expanding her reserves beyond that of the normal shinobi her rank. As with many other abilities, this ability continues to grow as the girl does through the ranks and years. Cursed Master: As a reward for attaining a greater deal of control over her symbiotic relationship with Jiongu, Kunikunosaku acquired the keys to the gate of mastering her abilities. This new boon allows Kunikunosaku to double the impact of her EGF ninjutsu. In addition, a passive boon is the ability to completely negate Jiongu's manipulation to consume more hearts. These boons together allow Kuni to further manipulate Jiongu against its basic natures, improving her unique utilization. While still young and unrefined, the ability is expected to grow as their bond deepens to even further levels. Medical Knowledge: Being from Takigakure's prestigious clan medical clan, Kunikunosaku is also set to learn the human anatomy, biology, and Kinesthetics, While this knowledge DOES NOT give her access to Medical Ninjutsu Techniques, however, the knowledge does unlock abilities of precision to the human body with every attack. This knowledge grants field combat medic aid but nowhere near the degree of those actually trained in it. JUTSU(S) USED: N/A EQUIPMENT USED: 01 | Ikari to Hisan (Continuous)
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