After he caught her, the young Nara seemed to space out for a moment. He almost started to worry... but before long she regained her composure and thanked him.
"Of course, no worries." Izusa replied to her with a small, kind smile.
It really wasn't anything major, all he did was lend a hand so she didn't hurt herself. Although it seemed to have some sort of effect on the girl that only became more apparent as she joined him on the floor and he finished his round of questioning. At first the instructor assumed she was choosing her words carefully.
Until her face reddened.
Izusa's eyebrow raised just slightly as he watched the girl.
"...eh?" Now he wasn't exactly the quickest on the uptake when it came to matters of the heart, not from lack of experience but simply because he didn't have the time for such things. That being said, even he could see what was happening here.
"I didn't see anything about a linen allergy..." It was what his yukata was made of, and if that wasn't the case then it could only mean one thing. A harmless crush.
Or... maybe he was off. It was anyone's guess.
"Uh... Shun-chan?" He asked, only able to vaguely guess where her head was at.
"Shun-chan..." It wasn't much longer until she snapped out of it and any confusion in his face faded.
He could see her face getting redder, and rather than embarrass her any further by addressing it directly he decided to just move past it. These sorts of things happened sometimes. Pen moving in tandem with her words, he split his attention between the paper and the young Nara's face. Showing that he was listening but making sure to take down all of her responses.
"I see." Izusa said softly, giving no indication of approval one way or the other.
"Very cogent." He jotted down in the margins of one of the lines in his signature messy handwriting.
"Strong sense of loyalty to Hi no Kuni, a desire to protect her fellows, to protect—" Him. Izusa paused to glance up at her, closed his eyes, and smiled.
Breaking character for just a moment.
"That's kind of you." The notion was sweet, but at least for now it was his duty to protect her and the rest of his juniors within Konohagakure's ranks, not the other way around.
"Camaraderie seems not to be an issue." He wrote as he looked back down and continued to listen. On the subject of the average shinobi's life expectancy her response was more realistic than most of his students'.
"Surprisingly pragmatic." He wrote, his serious expression returning as he vocalized a quick,
"Mhm." and kept on writing. It wasn't his place to opine on her answers— at least not in this setting. So for now he'd keep his thoughts to himself.
"First Ataru-kun, now her... the failure is our forefathers' for creating a world where children feel obligated to risk their lives." Izusa mused internally as he finished scribbling down her response.
"...and we share the blame for perpetuating it." At least on the inside he wanted to say that was how he truly felt. And yet... he was a cog in the machine as well.
Worse than most, even. A killer, a spy, an interrogator... little more than a tool to be used by Root and aimed at anything or anyone who caused problems for Konohagakure. On the outside he smiled and presented a kind face. But deep down he was barely even human anymore. Sometimes if he wasn't careful or tired it even showed in his eyes.
Ponderings for a different time, though. Shun shared a little about her past and the instructor listened intently, taking a break from his writing to meet her gaze. His face had long since returned to its serious expression and to his approval it seemed the young Nara had regained her composure as she was looking a few shades less red now. Unlike some of his other students who'd given one word answers, hers was far less of an abstraction.
"Fitting." He thought.
But before he could finish his scrawling and begin the second part she returned the question to him.
"..." Izusa grew quieter as he thought, his eyes drifting down to the paper before him.
"To me, 'shinobi' means many things..." He began, his gaze growing distant as his mouth moved.
"At once we're both defenders and invaders, soldiers loyal to our nations yet essentially mercenaries, killers... and the slain." Guardian, terrorist, savior, murderer, escort, thief. At some point or another he'd been all of these things to different people. It was all a matter of perspective. In his mind... just about everything was.
"Ultimately— a shinobi is a weapon. Whether we're used for right or wrong depends on what we're pointed at... and who's doing the pointing." He glanced up at the girl and nodded slowly, his face still unmoving.
"For good or for bad... that's what it means to me." Izusa had always been conflicted about this lifestyle ever since his father made him put down his calligraphy brush and pick up a kunai. It was never his aim.
Not all could choose whether or not to don the hitai-ate and a part of him envied those who did. Still, he was a dutiful person and so here was. Doing his part for village and clan. A few moments later and he'd finished his writing after which he closed the folder and set it aside.
"Interesting answers, Shun-chan." He said, leaning over to reach for the wooden box near him.
"Now... usually my exams require a sparring match, but I've already seen your physical skills and know that they're genin-level." To say the least. The girl was well-trained and had good instincts so this time around he was going to try something a bit different.
"So rather than that, we're going to play a game." A hand moved to grip one side of the box as he slid it between them on the floor. Fingers clamped down over an edge...
...then opened it up to reveal a nine-by-nine Go board.
"Have you ever played Go?" Izusa asked, taking a moment to separate out the black and white colored go-ishi and dole them out. Black to Shun, white to himself.
"If you need I can explain the rules. Otherwise..." Keen eyes shifted to look at the girl, narrowing just slightly as he once more watched for her reaction to this news.
"...the first move is yours." For the time being he would place his hands in his lap and wait patiently. A test such of this was wholly unorthodox... but one that he felt was absolutely necessary.
Shun had the required strength and speed to be promoted, her answers had been taken into consideration and
may have displayed a level of maturity necessary to pass... now he wanted to analyze her thinking and tactical skill. For most, playing a strategy game against a Nara was a fool's errand. Izusa however was a trained strategist with practical experience. The time for questions was over and now was the test of skill for the student. Overcome or suffer defeat.
As to whether or not that meant failure... well, only the instructor himself knew that for certain.