HalcyonFeb 21, 2024 8:52:22 GMT -5
Itagaki Mitsumi
I won't be weak. Never again.
groupCloud Shinobi
age 17 years old
birthday May 2nd
rank Student
occupation Student
It was good to see people in the town again. Truly. She vaguely remembered the time before the plague, before- Mitsumi halted that thought. The point was, they remembered back when there were more people. She had missed those dire few years after the quarantine had been lifted, but she could still tell. The streets were a little emptier than they should be. Places a bit too sparsely packed. Lines too short.
But now things were lively. Travelers from all sorts of nations, places she had only heard or read about. Breathing life into these once pestilence-choked streets. It was good, truly. A chance to see people further along than she was in action, and learn from them. A chance to disappear, to be another face on the crowd.
It was good. Really.
But it had become too much.
The press of the crowd, the din of unfamiliar voices, the feeling of eyes on her. Even if imagined.
It had become too much. An itch spread across her body, and her breaths were become short and shallow. The edges of her vision dimmed. She staggered, shoulder hitting a wall as vertigo and nausea began to take hold. Mitsumi opened her mouth to curse, but found herself unable to form the words. Damn it. Damn it. Her mind had only skimmed the memory, and yet...
Someone asked her something. A concerned but strange voice. She shook her head, waving him off as she managed to walk away. Taking herself off the main street, trying to deepen her breathing as she fought off the sudden anxiety attack. She pulled down on the cap, trying to give her hands something to do. Something to ground herself with. She counted cobblestones, focused on the texture of the fabric of the hat. Anything to occupy her mind. Anything to distract herself from the itch.
She retreated from the sounds of the crowd, eventually winding her way to a quiet, poorly maintained corner of town. All too common, now that there were not enough people for the homes. But... it was kind of pleasant. The garden of the now-abandoned residence was overgrown, the gate left open, but it had clearly been cultivated by someone with no small amount of passion, skill and time.
The darkness has fled from the edges of her eyes. Deep breaths, as she closed her eyes, smoothed out her long skirt. Calm began to return. Mitsumi breathed out a sigh of relief. Then... her cheek was wet.
She was crying? Really? "Why...? Get it together, Mitsumi! You're okay, you're okay..." She spoke aloud, and shook her head. An action that revealed something that she had missed with her prior tunnel vision.
She wasn't alone here.
Mitsumi froze, then color entered her face, her hair doing a poor job of hiding her scars, and absolutely nothing to hide her clear mortification. Mitsumi blinked several times, then scrubbed at her eyes with the sleeve of her blouse. Her eyes were still wet, but weren't overflowing, at least. "S-sorry, I... sorry." Mitsumi cringed. This was going well. But talking did help - it was relatively quiet here, at least. "It's... uh, crowded, huh?"
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