Under New Guidance[Zakku]Apr 4, 2022 22:49:45 GMT -5
Saeko Ayukawa
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groupSand Shinobi
age 17 years old
birthday October 15th
rank Chunin
occupation Operation Team Member
Under New Guidance "Whaaaaaa!?
Ayukawa hadn't expected that kind of news. Aside from the fact that she couldn't think of Team 3 without Zakku in it, but the fact that he was now the leader of it was a bit of a shock. Though of course, he was the longest lived member of the group, and aside from Rin, she couldn't see anyone better suited to do it and still hope the trust of it's members. Even if it were just herself at the moment. Though the real surprise was the fact that apparently, they were being sent to Oetsu...which was clear across the desert and near the ocean. She had never been there, but had heard stories of the place being almost like a paradise, if you could manage to get to the deposits of fresh water. Or live there in fact.
But perhaps the most surprising thing...aside from Zakku apparently taking a punch from something that wasn't even alive as he played with the puppet limb, was that she was being sent anywhere at all.
"I...I don't get it..Not you becoming the leader..thats awesome..I mean...I..never mind....congratulations...Zakku-kun..."
What was her cousin doing? What was she playing at? She never thought she'd be questioning her like this, but at the moment, nothing seemed right. She was supposed to be in exile...not training...if anything, she was supposed to be as far away from people as possible, not going somewhere with a team mate. As her eyes closed, hand resting upon her lap, she'd sit down on the sofa as the blue haired male laid the object down upon the counter, looking over at her as he recovered from the blow, asking why she wasn't training with it. Eyes opened as she glared for a moment down at the piece of metal, pretending itself to be a new part of herself.
"Because it isn't me...because I don't want it..."
Frowning, she'd tighten the grip of her hand against her thigh, growling as she rose up and began to point at it.
"That...THING! Isn't who I am! The minute I start to make it apart of me, I become exactly what people said I was! That I was worthless! Weak! That I didn't belong! I did everything I could to ignore it...I didn't get into fights, I just worked hard to prove I was better...and now...because of what I did...I have to wear that like a...a...badge of shame! Just proving them right!"
Her outburst was brutal, but as she realized it, she began to calm down as she rubbed her arm against her eyes.
"I'm sorry Zakku-kun...I'm just...I just feel like...I'm completely lost...I put everything that I had into who I wanted to be...now my dream...my brother's dream...I can never fulfil it...I don't even know if my dream was ever going to happen anyway...or why I even thought that I could do it...I can't kill people...I hate seeing people die or get hurt...I can't stand to be a liar...and yet I did all those things...I even almost got people killed because of me going somewhere I wasn't supposed to be...Even if it wasn't my fault..."
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Tag: | Words: xxx | Notes: BRY of W&&R and CAUTION -Jutsu Used-
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-S.A Used- Lion's Sleep Hunter instincts and experience on the hunt have granted Ayukawa insight into the minds of the prey she encounters. Animalistic encounters have allowed her to track and be capable of following those that she intends to target, at times giving her brief, but small insight into their intentions. While not fully developed, they have improved over her continued use and natural development, allowing her instincts to be heighten to a point where she isn't caught off-guard when activated or in an intense moment that requires a reaction. It also allows for her to at times get inside of the heads of her target, mostly due to their movements and their patterns once discovered. It is a skill that is constantly growing, though has yet to reach it's full potential.
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