Her words echoed through the young man’s mind, bouncing around and knocking into hung paintings of the lives he’d grown close to and seen stolen away in war and the faces of those young shinobi in his care and the care of others. He didn’t want to see them see conflict or pain either.
To some degree he knew conflict was inevitable; their job largely centered around killing or stopping others from doing so, but that didn’t mean he had to enjoy it.
It seemed at times as though Isao wasn’t doing enough. Enough to pay back the insurmountable debt he’d accrued to this village, for all they’d done, and would continue to do, for him. As much as he enjoyed serving as one of the village’s swords, and a whetstone to sharpen those swords much younger than him, he always felt like he could be doing more.
But for now, he understood that the best way for him to pay that debt was to serve in the role his superiors felt was best for him. In the countless wars he’d served in as a mercenary, many a young kid sought to take it upon themselves and rush out against the enemy on their own or flank them in some sneaky scheme to weaken the enemy’s assault. Doing so, however, almost always resulted in death. Those that didn’t die in war were just lucky.
He’d play his part, maintaining the line and ensuring his commander’s strategy, even if it was to hold ad infinitum, was upheld. And besides, the gamble of war wasn’t something he wanted to put his students through either.
He nodded along, allowing the woman’s words to sink through him.
"I’ve said what I needed to; conveyed my intent, should war come. I don’t want to subject them to a drawn out struggle either.” He said ‘them’ and referred to his students and their fellow genin but some part of him knew that when Lady Yuki had said ‘this generation’ she was including Isao in those numbers.
He let out an even sigh, releasing the tension of the serious topic in one action, hopefully anyway.
"Well, I’ll continue to do my part as best as I can. As much as I would regret them learning the dark truths of war first-hand, I intend to prepare our genin for it all the same." He grinned, closing his fist that rested on the table.
"Our swords will stay the sharpest, with or without a conflict.” Despite the gravity behind his words, Isao's smile was confident and eager for any challenge the world could to throw at them.