More scars. It was what was going through Yosei's mind to keep him present mindfully, to keep himself from screaming out at the shattered bones of the fingers he was staring at, to keep himself from giving into the pain. The pride of having more scars, now on his hands instead of his arms. The adrenaline was wearing off, no longer was the black haired boy fighting through masked pain to continue a fight, no longer throwing punches at the stone-like figure before him. No longer fighting anything besides the increasingly intense pain. All that fighting and only two mangled hands to show for it. He really was a failure.
But he wasn't necessarily worried about being weaker than his "teammates", it wasn't like they'd all been hit and he was the first to go down. No, their target stood as still as ever, as if he were surrounded by flies that took too much effort to swat at. No one else here had tried to truely attack the Kage head on, to hit him with everything they had. All except for one. And that one was causing more feelings than acceptance to brew beneath him. Dissatisfaction and frustration gnawing at the back of his mind, as he saw the small black haired boy with red gloves throw punch after punch, just as he had, but keep pressing on. How shattered must be his bones by now, was he even holding back? And why couldn't he have done the same? A member of the Kuronmeru being shown up by a lesser blood, that wasn't failure, that was weakness. And not even Yosei could tolerate weakness.
But he wouldn't have to wonder how much more that boy, Tota, could do as soon it would all be over. The farce of a fight was drawn to a close not with the whimper Yosei had been expecting, but a bang. Everyone, including the pale skinned boy would be tossed asunder, smashing into the far wall. The pain of having his hands hit the wall was excruciating to say the least, and this time he couldn't hold back the loud yelp of pain, the sound of weakness. He had no idea what had happened, heat hitting him in the face and then he'd ended up on the far side of the wall. It was an amazing show of prowess, of pure power. Yosei had asked what had made him the strongest, and he'd gotten his answer. Power made him the strongest, just as the Kuronmeru taught, power is it's own reward. And while he might be near delirious in pain, he wasn't going to be forgetting this lesson anytime soon.
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