Itagaki Mitsumi
I won't be weak. Never again.
groupCloud Shinobi
age 17 years old
birthday May 2nd
rank Student
occupation Student
The world was drowning in reds, oranges, and blacks. Screams, crackling, roars, and shattering glass filled her ears. She flinched at the sound of Jokyu's voice, drawing tighter into a ball. Her eyes remained closed, her ears covered.
But she was eventually coaxed into the waking world, and her eyes snapped open. Wide purple eyes told of one emotion above all.
Fear.
"N-No!" She jerked away from Jokyu, scrambling for distance, his words prickling at her consciousness but finding little purchase. Phantoms tore at her body, and encroached on the edges of her vision. Her breath came in rapid gasps as her conscious mind stirred, processing what was said. More instinctive aspects of her mind dug deep hooks into the past, trying to anchor her there. "1024... Valley of Lightning..." She repeated the words, scrambling for purchase. Her eyes flickered, from place to place, and she touched her fingertips together in a practiced ritual. She couldn't find blue in the gloom, so just started counting trees. Anything to anchor herself in now. She sat on the ground, knees drawn up into her chest.
After a while, her breathing slowed, though her eyes were still red, face still streaked with tears. "Jo... Jokyu...sensei, I-" Her breath caught, and the fear etched onto her face melted away with the grip of memory. It was only memory. In its place, a mixture of emotions were written plain on her face, even as she looked down and to the side. Shame. Guilt. Defeat.
"I-I'm... sorry. I'll be... I'm okay. It was just a nightmare." She balled her scarred hand into a fist, and stared at it. Her shoulders shivered, as the revenant dug its claws in again. "Just a nightmare." She breathed, trying to convince herself. She wasn't. "I... woke you, I'm guessing? S-sorry..." She had practically collapsed with exhaustion after yesterday, and Jokyu was probably tired herself. Failures atop of failures. She scrubbed at her face and eyes with her sleeve. "I'll be fine. I'm fine." Another breath. "You can go back to sleep, Jokyu-sensei."
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