Good GoodbyeWhat events could do to a person to change so much in such a short time? It was strange when you could admire someone and then realize their faults so swiftly, only for them to be renewed once more. In a sense, that had always been the relationship between Arashi and her father. For years, she had seen him as a man too weak to defend her from the vultures that had attached themselves to his station, only to come to realize his faith in her and what she could do. In the time that came after, she grew to understand more and more of the responsibilities he had carried for so long, and the importance of the choices he had to make to ensure the good of all.
That said...there had been one person that had never faltered in her eyes....An individual so wild in spirit, yet so noble in character...
They had defended her on her worst days, encouraged her to be better and always pushed gently to see her succeed...It was the love only reserved for those that were truly important to them, and it was shared openly with determination and the spirit of a true warrior and queen...
And now they were gone....
It would have been natural for her to go off on her own....to simply disappear within her apartment...to seek comfort from those around her. Had she been the type, she likely would have cried herself to sleep or simply rambled into a drink to cure her aching heart...But she didn't....
A part of her wanted to...but she couldn't...
Years of repression was a hard habit to break in times of overwhelming odds, and she'd seen enough friends depart to become a master of it. More than that, she knew that this was no time for her to break..
Not when the pillars of their family were crumbling at their foundations....
Setsuna had heard the news and was a wreck...lumbering about the Compound like a dead man until Arashi managed to give him something to do. Occupation of the mind was enough to bring him some semblance of peace and he was able to find it in simple work at the Academy for the moment.
Takefusa was too young to realize the state of things, but his questions of where the woman was began to become harder and harder to hear. She imagined that was a question that would have to be answered in time and the response of her working would not last for much longer. Even he knew that she often wrote...
As for the Saeko...the Clan itself was struggling under the news, her grandfather as much a wreck and a bubbling caldron of rage. A ceremony had already been made in honor of her, but it would be some time before the preparations were complete.
And her father....
He had spent days just staring from the rampart...eyes looking to the distance, listing off silique and seeming to be a state of lamentation. The Oonakyama clan itself was holding together on faith that their leader would return to his senses in time, but for the moment Arashi was handling that task also.
Between her duties, Arashi was managing Clan decisions for two separate groups and also making it home to ensure that her family ate. She'd remain there to listen to Set, comfort Take and also try and support her father as much as he was welling to take from her, which was far less than one would think.
The man was drifting in an endless sea of despair, the once great Kage now without his title and one true love...
But in his loss...he was losing the things that remained...and Arashi was just trying to hold it together to give him time to process...
Arashi had not fully allowed the events of her mother's passing to really wash over her. She wouldn't let herself slip when she needed to be the one to keep things together. That much she could do...and she would...
Watching him from a distance....Arashi would begin her usual march toward the place he laid watch, much as she had in the recent weeks to pass. As she took in a breath, she'd stand beside him before then closing her eyes as she looked to the side.
"The clan elders are wondering just what you wish to do with the coming reports on expenses...Their concerned that with the lapse of resources coming in that the cuts will hit harder this year..."
Her tone was calm, holding her hands behind her back as she then allowed a small smirk to cross her lips.
"Typical fashion I told them to stuff it...imagine how that went with four old men..."
Raising her brow at the small jest, she'd hope it would at least be enough to get a small crack of a smile, yet soon allowed her own to fade before then speaking again.
"Noticed ya didn't eat anythin yesterday..or the day before that....and before that...if ya hate my cookin that much ya can always just ask Set to run down to get take out...Rather see ya get fat than thin in your retirement but thats just me ya know?"
Sarcasim was always one of Arashi's biggest traits. More than anything, the jabs were usually enough for the two of them to bond over as she was just as clever as he was when it came to word play. It was her hope that if she continued to poke the bear she might get a reaction out of him that wasn't sadness. Still, she also knew when to allow the reality of the situation to sink in.
Maybe not completely...but enough so that he at least knew she knew...
"You keep this up and you'll be joining her...is that what ya want?"