Oh, well, that made sense, she supposed. There were many different words that were lost on her--as fluent as she was, Japanese wasn't her first language. So while the word had been unfamiliar to her, as Kazutoshi described it in greater detail to her, she could nod in understanding and agreement. Although she didn't like to consider herself to be the most open person in the world--there were plenty of things she kept to herself--but she understood there was certainly truth in it. It was, after all, how she'd earned her namesake. Her sensei had commented on how she seemed to have a bleeding heart of sorts, and always displayed it for the world to see--as bright and apparent as the morning sun. It was something she'd thought was clever, and the nickname had always stuck. Even despite how in this present situation it held a sort of cruel irony to it, "Akatsuki the Bleeding Sun" had always been a title of endearment to her, and a descriptor that she'd always felt apparent and true.
Usually, it was easy to know exactly what she was thinking. She spoke her mind and, for better or for worse, she didn't have the strongest filter. She often struggled to hide her emotions and when she did feel something, it was usually with the entirety of her heart.
When Kazutoshi spoke of his plan with the Jashinist, however, it became... somewhat concerning, to Akatsuki. His intentions were pure--she believed that, and at the heart of what he wanted to achieve, she couldn't scold him for it. But... she worried it was a wasted effort.
"I'm not... sure if Jashinists... work like... that..." She wasn't an expert of every religion. She wasn't. It wasn't even until just recently that she realized a Jashinist couldn't be killed--though she knew their god gave them strength and that they couldn't experience pain any longer. But she also knew and understood that every religion was different, and just because two members served the same god didn't mean they were allies.
Even with the Yōkai, it was that way.
There were no leaders in the religion. There were the pillars--and the yoki, of course, but... it wasn't an official hierarchy. Each member was an individual, first and foremost, who directly served under their god. Members could kill one-another without consequence. There was nothing in their rules that forbade it.
She had little hope that Jashinism was very different.
Though she had to admit that she didn't know fully how the religion worked... her hopes weren't high. She doubted that they would value the life of one single member enough to promise protection to this land. They worked alone. They did as they wanted, and they served their god alone. They
killed and sacrificed heathens to further display their deity's might and power, to Akatsuki... it seemed unlikely they would so willingly listen to his demands. Even at the exchange of one member who--really, Kazutoshi couldn't even kill or harm to begin with.
Was the Jashinist trapped, now, without a body?
Yes.
But what could they do? He couldn't feel pain. He couldn't be killed. There were no stakes.
She didn't want to discourage Kazutoshi, but neither did she want to encourage foolishness that might cause more harm than good. Provoking another Jashinist and trying to make demands likely wouldn't settle well...
But she didn't have the energy to speak extensively on any topic. Everything hurt. Her throat was sore from where she'd been strangled, and even if the wounds had been seared shut to avoid bleeding out, she'd been stabbed several times and even now, it was difficult to breathe. Juggling her basic needs for survival and extended conversation were proving difficult. She could manage a few words at a time, and even that was easier than trying to swallow or anything else. Right now wasn't the time for that conversation, though.
The person who had been traveling up in the elevator arrived, the door sliding open as they entered the room. From where she lay, Akatsuki could see they were young--a child, probably only just a teenager if she had to judge from their size. And they were covered in bandages. Akatsuki wondered for their own health and safety--but if they were able to move so freely and without signs of suffering, she had to hope they weren't under recent injury. Perhaps they had burn scars, and all of the bandages were to help with those injuries? She didn't know. Really, there was no true way to tell, but it wasn't her place to ask. In a hospital, surely, there were all kinds of people who had suffered all sorts of things--it was rude to make conversation of it.
From their brief interaction with Kazutoshi, though, she figured they must have been an assistant of sorts. Perhaps an apprentice, even? It wasn't certain, but one thing she did notice was that they didn't speak.
I wonder if they just had nothing to say and are generally non-verbal, or they're physically unable... Another conversation for a different time, she felt. Their name was Aoi. A pretty name. And Kazutoshi sent for them to get a runner to track down... Dr. Ruto? Another new character, for Akatsuki. She could keep up with the names easily enough, though.
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Blue Text - Tsuchi Branch Kyōbō Only
Pink Text - Sign language
Violet Text - Common Language