Wolf Menace [Mission]Nov 22, 2021 15:11:18 GMT -5
Wahei
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age "15" years old
birthday "September 28th"
rank Chūnin
occupation Iryō (Medic); Ne; 'Scientific'
"wolf menace!". "'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster" Popular Monster - Falling in Reverse.
Mental.
- Yeah. Sure - I mean - I've got this. - he replied with not much of his habitual confidence in his tone and expression. He nodded to Shigure though. - "Oh, c'mon! You won't be able to get your hands dirty. At least let me have the fun. I'm gonna make a very fluffly wolf coat" - "What? No! Why'd want to kill an innocent animal?" - "Because we are assassin's weapon, you pussy". - the voice of Envy was granting space over Wahei's philosophy. He was obstinated on not killing. And he knew that sending some other version of him to do the dirty work is the very same as killing himself.
Don't take it wrong way. Wahei was able to kill someone he cared for once - thanks to this twisted perception of moral and morality he had. He wouldn't kill, except if it would be for mercy. He'd eat meat, except he found a natural-dead animal and he would starve dead in other case. There are exceptions and cases that he'd be influenced by the circumstances. But his moral code couldn't even be called a code, is just how he felt about things. As a medic, he stands for life - no matter which life, except for those dedicated do kill and destroy.
Noticing Wahei was hesitating on giving him his explosive tags, Shigure moved on. As soon as Shigure started going towards the wolf's den, entering the cave and placing the explosive tags, Wahei looked to Shikajin looking for somewhat confirmation or expectation. A chunin would expect less than a genin who'd attempt for the orders. Wahei felt a bad feeling inside of him. That was the first time he didn't agree with Konoha course of action. - "Clock's ticking, kid. What's gonna be?" - he was sweating cold, the heartbeats speeding up. "I c-can't do it. But I can't fail on this..." - "Huh. You were made to be a perfect weapon. No mind would - alone - be able to deal with so many. Give up, kid. You can count on us. We are your friends." - "My brain is ... burning... this pain... this fear... please make it stop" - "Only you can make it stop. You just need to trust us. You just need to... give in... and the pain will be gone. Just... say it!" - "Say... what?" - "Look inside and you'll fine the code. Use it, and you'll be free of the pain"...
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Ra-Ri-Ru-Re-Ro (らりるれろ).
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- Finally! - Wahei expression assumed another different posture than before. He was, almost literally, someone else. - If that bastard thinks I'm gonna stand here sucking my thumb while he gets all the fun... - "You can't expose yourself like that, you' brat. You have to follow chunin's and the other genin orders. That's Wahei's protocol." - and in a short pause he looked into Shikajin direction - A-b-s-olutately... right? I will make the best of my effort to accomplish with the mission because I'm some kind of superhero ninja who loves everyone and everything, right? - "You're just making it worse! Shut up and do as they've told" - "Well, I kinda really wanna do things my way. That padfoot basterd won't have my glory. I hate him so fucking much" - gritting his teeth, Envy's eyes was blowing up in jealousy - "If you do some shit to him, I swear I'll vanish you" - "Relax, Wrath. I know you're still weak, but I'm not stupid to go against your will. I've told'ya already. I'm just messing around".
Wahei (Envy) nodded to the Chunin, positioning in the entrance of the cave as indicated by Shigure. He'd then wait for few wolves to come and position himself waiting for the time to stab then in vital spots with chakra scalpel, but not giving them mercy.
The wolf-cry would - hopefully - call for more of them to avoid Shigure, which would mean more for envy to kill. He'd eventually use Kanashibari to freeze them in case numbers grew, but let they taste their final moments in a very cold-blood ending. - Mercy is for the weak. But I'll give you credit for that knowledge, kid. - he had a sadistic smile on his face, but the creepiest was his killing eyes. He was sick for that kind of attention.
When Shigure ended up leaving the cave, he would stare the boy eye-to-eye. - Did you see, 'snow-white'? You're not the only one with magic fingers - "ENVY!" - But... herm... you know... those fingers are suppose to protect and save life - Am I right? - and not to... huh... take it! - Well... Bla-bla-bla protective bullshit, you know? I know you're smart kid and you got it. - That's why I am pissed with you right now - you both - I mean, not enjoy killing and, whatever.. - why does his tone sound like if he was, somehow, pretending?
- Please "boss" finish cleaning this mess for your buddy-mate here, okay? It's my snap time and I'm so stressed out because of the poor innocent wolves, whatever - he shruged, turning his back to Shigure.
There was lots of wolfs wounded and crying around. Wahei haven't kill a single one of them. But it was clearly that it wasn't a thing related to a 'not-killing' vow. But even if he wasn't using the byakugan, he would be able to tell that was some kind of bad feeling coming from Wahei's eyes. Some kind of... jealousy or maybe... envy? - "'U'd better start acting in accordance to your role, or this will be the last time I'll allow you to be chosen" - "Yeah but, you know what? I happened to know that it's not you who has the power to choose. But the boy. And now that he knows me, he'd be able to supress even your power and set me free should he wants. And no one would helping him out like I did. You know why? Because I'm fucking Envy!" - he had that provoking eye sight and smile.
"From the very moment we're thrown into this world, we're fated to bring each other nothing but pain, suffering and misery. I was also blindly obsessed with a trivial and irrational need for vengeance. But I was left behind. Alone. Forgotten. Abandoned. Forsaken. But now, the fog has been truly lifted. One can never run from its ghosts. And that’s exactly all that I am. A lost memory. An undying shadow, in this world of light. From now on, I’ll have to live up to this semi-charmed kind of life. Regardless of this phantom pain. This is my fate. This is my Destiny. It’s not the light which will guide us through the darkness, but the darkness that shall guide us through the light. Never forget. Always remember."
Ra-Ri-Ru-Re-Ro (らりるれろ).
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--- I make Shigure's words mine, pal. Hope you're fine. : )
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last edit by Wahei on Nov 24, 2021 8:44:27 GMT -5
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