Master of the House [Wahei]Jul 15, 2022 11:07:30 GMT -5
Wahei
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age "15" years old
birthday "September 28th"
rank Chūnin
occupation Iryō (Medic); Ne; 'Scientific'
"master of the house". "Moral is too subverted to serve justice" Kazuhira Tsukuru Wahei
Feelings.
Tsien advise were one of those things easier to say than do. Specially in the boy's shoe. Though it was worth it since Wahei made an extra effort to just focus on whatever the man had in mind beyond eccentricity in its pure form. With a nervous nod, he waited to see what the man would pull off. - "Lust, you of all people must be loving this place" - "Well I've had my time enjoying debauchery, yes, my love. Though I'd rather appreciate other ways to delight the joys of lust nowadays, darling" - "Oooh - yeah. I'll never forget how muse and delightful you were back then. That vision were just... priceless pleasure." - "Oh, you're just too sweet to be true, love".
Wahei never understood if Lust and Greed really had an affair or if they enjoyed flirting as some kind of hobby. Truth be told, it was just funny to see how two different people could bind that way. That kind of nonsense was good to help Wahei to hold his mood and chill.
Tsien then walked the boy over a room in the back of the tavern. As they walk through, the boy kept watching at the people around and like some kind of pattern they all had a bad face - "What is wrong with these people" - he kept his face aiming at the back of Tsien head trying to not meet eyes with the strangers in a way of looking more confident - "Don't worry, kid. If they move a inch out of the line we are going to beat those motherfuckers to the ground".
Speaking of eccentricity, the 'secret' room they got in was really something else. There was quite a lot of bottles but what called the boy's attention certainly was the 'covered' hidden stairs. - "Holy shit" - he thought, but also realizing that the click he had heard before not only brought up some ladies to accompany them, but also that very lady who had first attended him. - "I got a bad feeling of this" - "Are you kidding!? NOW WE ARE TALKING ABOUT!" - meaning he was just too excited to understand how serious things could get from now on.
Ominously, the man pointed him the way down, meaning he wanted him to go. No that he had a choice, though. After all, his mission was to find that man. And ask him questions he was not even suppose to know shit about. Perhaps he had INTEL about the Mizukage plan? Perhaps he was a spy on the Mist that could lead him clues or a way to get Asahi-san back? - "Wait a minute" - as some sort of cold insight, everything get clear in a blink of an eye. - "Someone finally learned how to math one and two". - No - fucking - way!
As his feet finally meet ground after stepping down the stair, he turned and give firm better look into that man inside of him. Though he yet assume his place and the man passed back from him and finally took off his paper-bag mask. - Son of'a... - he said, greeting his teeth - You really are an asshole, aren't you?
"Wahei, you need to calm down" - "Who are you to ask me to be calm?" - "Do you even know the difference between angry, rage, wrath and hate, you spoiled brat?" - "How would I? I'm probably feeling them altogether right now" - "Angry is a mild version of Rage, which has it's extreme version that is Wrath. Hate is when your wrath takes over your spirit and becomes a path in your life" - "Well this is a first time reaching the top I think" - "You fucking piece of shit, compared to what those words mean, you're merely pissed of in some kind of teenage rebelty" - "You don't even know how I feel" - "Actually, I do, you moron. We all do. But you need to learn how to driven your emotions instead of get driven by it" - "What do you mean? I'm very closer to my edge right now" - "No, you're not. Your just finding an excuse for being weak. I've told you: Embrace your rage. Embrace your emotions. Embrace Fear! Find your own fucking way!" - "How can you be so sure about it?" - "Because we have literally been made for it".
- Okay then. Answer me this. - he used the stair as a sit, putting his left knee up and embrace it to contain his anger - WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? - he shouted again, holding his knees so hard that his arms started to tremble - "Wahei. You need to calm down" - No, Wrath! - the boy violently turned his face to the left, eyes rolling upwards in the same direction. His voice were loud, but not louder as before. - You shut the fuck up. - and it was getting back to normal gradually - I really mean it. I really want to know... - It was rare, but it was a unwillingly behavior of him when he was talking out loud with the personas. - Why... - then his face turned towards Yuuta again and stared at him.
The look in his face was something never seen before. It was heavy. Taken by hatred. After everything that happened, the intensity of the energy was reaching it peak. At this point, Wahei was driven by the pain and suffering he has been carrying on in his heart. He was, finally, been consumed... by Fear. - Why did you turn your back on us?.. Why did you abandon Yoru?.. Why did you forsaken... me? - his eyes watered up, but his expression was still the same.
The words Yuuta said right after smashed him like a giant rock in free fall. His mouth opened to yell at him again, but nothing came out from it. He tried to find the words, and the tears finally rolled down. The boy punched the step right above the one he had sit in. He bit his lip and at this point he didn't even care if the ladies were around or not. The tension of the moment reach its peak and exploded. And now, there was only sadness and sorrow. - It doesn't even matter! Who cares about this fucking chunin exam? - he asked rhetorically - Do you even know what that motherfucker of Mizukage did to me? - another one, of course Yuuta knew that even though they had never talked about it openly - He somehow managed to have a full troop to watch and spot me right under the Leaf's nose. Threatening us and taking a piece of our integrity right over the world's face. - his tone revealed how affected he was - He cage me like an animal. Accused me of a crime I didn't commit! He allowed someone who was like a brother to me to get killed. Basically, he turned my life a fucking living hell!! - he raised his voice again, but he managed to contain it... looking in a mind list of several itens about all the wrong and unfair things that happened during the CE but eventually he gave up and skipped to his point. - D-do you really think I care about the outcome of these exams after all that happened? Do you think it was a fair trial? - he asked, getting a little intense again - Really!? - now, rhetorically again. - From the very beginning they tear us a part. From the moment the Hyuga clan put Shigure in a separated boat... from the time they divided us during each round... - he stopped again - You know what? This is pointless anyway. - damage was already done. - Truth is... you're not the one I'm pissed of... I'm pissed with my very self. Because... I'm just too weak and useless... "soft" and "naive" as you all said... for this rotten world of the Shinobi. - he smashed the step again, wounding his fist and getting some blood at it.
Yuuta was also crying. But this time, he could see a human side of his Sensei in a way he didn't before. Ninjas could pretend that they were merely tools, but it was a big fat lie. They were all humans after all. Yuuta's world make sense. More than Wahei wished, actually. Perhaps that was what Wrath was talking about embracing all that negative feelings? Perhaps all he had to do is... accept all the fate and burden... as part of himself? As far as he thought that his sins were carried out by the personas he had... perhaps... Wahei himself had his own dark side that he insisted on denied? Would that dark side be what they call... "Fear"?
Lost in that line, the genin lost track of the moment they were for a while, but when he get back to reality the lights blinked and he realized the full lab around them. Apparently, Yuuta's plan went beyond his expectations.
That they were going far beyond he could even possibly imagine. Looking straight to him at first time in that day, Yuuta's words reach him tenderly. The boy nodded. But at that very moment, Wahei had somehow followed Wrath's advice and embraced his emotions and, now, they wouldn't get the best of him anymore. He always had been a fast learner after all, though this time he was really living up for his fame.
- Even though I quite did it, already... - he said, scratching the back of his head and quite ashamed of his previous reactions - I now realize that you're just having your time too... - he admitted what he had understood about everything. - But what I really want to know is what you've been doing ever since... - he left that question in the air, though the boy realized it was just silly curiosity that won't change nothing. - No. - he interrupted himself. - What I really want to know is... - he paused, hesitating - Can you help and make me stronger enough to protect those I love? - his eyes were gulfed with a sparkle of determination.
"From the very moment we're thrown into this world, we're fated to bring each other nothing but pain, suffering and misery. I was also blindly obsessed with a trivial and irrational need for vengeance. But I was left behind. Alone. Forgotten. Abandoned. Forsaken. But now, the fog has been truly lifted. One can never run from its ghosts. And that’s exactly all that I am. A lost memory. An undying shadow, in this world of light. From now on, I’ll have to live up to this semi-charmed kind of life. Regardless of this phantom pain. This is my fate. This is my Destiny. It’s not the light which will guide us through the darkness, but the darkness that shall guide us through the light. Never forget. Always remember."
Ra-Ri-Ru-Re-Ro (らりるれろ).
One step closer to the edge ! ! !- A masked man and a virgin enters in a bar... -[ Gure Yuuta ] [1728 Words]
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