Maybe some might consider her a bit of a sadist in a way. Her training was brutal and she often delivered it harshly. However, at the same time, this was a brutal career and a hard life. There was a good chance of death when reaching higher ranks, and conflicts were rife in the world. In the short history of the Shinobi villages, there had been wars and conflicts immemorial, and conflicts well before then as well during an age of warring states. So when she looked to Ataru before her, she saw him for what he was, yes, a child, but she understood too that at the end of the day? He was a soldier. She was a soldier. They were all soldiers. Taking the liberty to look him over, she found herself lowering her left hand, resting her throwing stars against the bark. Not so hard that it would pierce or rip through, but she found herself reflecting upon him then.
"I'll give you a little bit of time to get accustomed. Stretch a bit. I don't want you hurt too badly." That in itself was a reflection of Shinde's true nature wasn't it. She made herself seem quite menacing, but in reality, she was quite caring and compassionate in her own way. Always holding back of course. She might joke she was going to kill him with her training, but she never would. Ideally, it'd be nice if he never had to experience the same level of torture, trauma that she went through. The pain she digested when she had insects burrowing into her flesh, biting and ripping through skin and muscle. He'd never need to experience the sensation of being sliced and ripped to ribbons. Taking a small sigh, she smiled, and proceeded to focus on him a bit more. "Take your time."
She wanted him to at least be able to do that. Because she didn't have that luxury. Slowly, as she looks at her hands and arms, she came to clench her bandaged fingers. Nor did she think she could have it for quite some time.
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