"Y-yes?” it took her half a second to respond, her body instinctively straightening and standing at attention for some reason as the jounin spoke. Tsubasa was unable to prevent a small squeak of fear out as Tetsuo introduced himself, realising the mistake and assumption she’d made. She swallowed the apology she almost reflexively blurted out to allow the man to speak without interruption. "A-ah, of course. My apologies for not thinking Tetsuo-sensei.” She bowed her head again, trying to truly show respect to the young man in front of her before glancing up at him, anxiety and concern evident on her face as she thought about what he’d said.
"B-but a-are you…?” she wanted to ask if he was serious, but he just sat there, unmoving and seeming to barely pay attention to her despite staring at her the entire time. This had to be some sort of test right? Tsubasa didn’t really want to hit him with her hammer, she’d never actually hit a person with the weapon before and the idea of actually doing it made her feel a little queasy. She tightened her grip on the hammer anyway, then loosened it again, many different thoughts and emotions racing behind her yellow eyes.
Uncertainty, fear, disgust, anxiety, as the emotions and associated thoughts ran through her mind she kept adjusting her grip on the hammer’s handle. There were way too many conflicting thoughts thanks to this instruction and eventually she had to close her eyes and start breathing exercises to get them back under control. There was no way she could actually hit him, that was the thing that settled it for her. There was no way a jounin, or even someone of her own rank, would ask her to hit them if they weren’t capable of avoiding or just outright enduring the hit, right? Surely there was no real reason to risk oneself like that? Slowly Tsubasa opened her eyes, a mixture of acceptance and determination now apparent as she shifted her grip to the one she’d been taught and her stance to one capable of handling the weight of the weapon she carried. The genin lifted the hammer up over her head and attempted to bring it down on Tetsuo in the most telegraphed attack of all time.
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